mysteries of life

I can feel it…


Some of you may have heard my story about being hit by lightning as a kid. I’m not sure if this is related or not but I wouldn’t rule it out. I have a sensitivity to electromagnetic fields. It is very pronounced in my hands. I can’t hold a smart phone in my hand for […]

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Many levels


Okay so now that I am officially in bed, I will update you on a few things that have been going through my mind. I’ve had this curiosity about life, what it means, where we came from, etc. etc. so I have this real deep fascination with astronomy and physics. I have for long time […]

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Breaking free


I was married for 11 years. Things deteriorated in the last four years of my marriage to a point where there was almost no communication. We slept in separate rooms for the last year and a half. It was an ugly an uncomfortable situation. There were many factors involved in why that happened. My primary […]

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Big boys don’t cry…men do


From the beginning, men are taught to suppress their emotions.  This is partially due to genetics, specifically survival of the species.  Women are conditioned to seek out alpha Males.  Alpha Males were good for hunting and thereby good providers for their offspring.  Aggression, strength, speed and agility are characteristics that make good hunters.  Women are […]

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Tagged


I was 8 years old staying with my grandparents in North Carolina during the summer, like most summers. It wasn’t all fun and games. My cousins and I would be put to work in the fields. My grandparents had a farm where they grew crops to support themselves. It was hard work. It was hot. […]

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Connections..


Everything is connected to everything else. This is not simply a metaphor but a reality. For instance, these words are formed in my mind as a thought, translated into keystrokes, which produce a contrast of colors in shapes that your mind sees as letters. These letters are translated by your mind into words which you […]

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